Graphics and physics engines, wich offer what i want?

[the dark side]

its no problem. i very rarely write short posts, as well, i feel i cant get across all i want to say with a short post.

i do try to be hounest and meaningfull at all times, i have something of a serious personality, and i like to think about the world, to try and understand it, as it is a very confusing place for me. all that noise, and illogic and choas.. how do "normal" people cope with it? i cant. i love to try to find out about the Normal world, as it helps me understand the human condition better. it makes it easier for me to cope, plus, as a further positive side effect, i can write more complicated charachters in my fiction.

if you dont mind, why are you not interested in the subject matter? Just curious is all.

thank you for the kind words.