Graphics and physics engines, wich offer what i want?

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its no problem. i very rarely write short posts, as well, i feel i cant get across all i want to say with a short post.

i do try to be hounest and meaningfull at all times, i have something of a serious personality, and i like to think about the world, to try and understand it, as it is a very confusing place for me. all that noise, and illogic and choas.. how do "normal" people cope with it? i cant. i love to try to find out about the Normal world, as it helps me understand the human condition better. it makes it easier for me to cope, plus, as a further positive side effect, i can wright more complicated charachters in my fiction.

if you dont mind, why are you not interested in the subject matter? Just curious is all.

thank you for the kind words.

It's not that I'm not interested in game engines, I just have no interest in modding at the moment and so I don't really want to read all of the posts in here talking about the pros and cons of different engines. The best engine in my opinion is the one I don't notice.

BTW, there is no such thing as "normal" in our society anymore. Why do you think around a fifth (just a guess) of the human population drinks excessive amounts of alcohol and uses mind-altering drugs? Take the world with a grain of salt and you will be a much happier person, I promise you.

EDIT: But I do share your frustration. I also take life way too seriously and spend a great deal of time thinking and analyzing. Like most thinkers I have a cynical and jaded outlook on life and find it to be confusing and depressing. Ironically though I'm a very happy person (probably because I choose not to get caught up in all of the BS that goes on) and enjoy life immensely. It's a tough subject matter that deserves its own thread if you ask me.