Wow all your input is a great spirit lifter to me! Especially you Passerby. You described my symptoms perfectly. Desensitizing myself is a great idea. Right now just thinking about the game gives me chills. I hate the game but love it at the same time (i'm sure you know what i mean). I'm considering recording my gameplay and putting it on youtube so people see my reactions. It might motivate me to keep going. I really want to know who red is and if he discovers anything about his fathers past. Thanks for the idea to distract the dogs jssi.
I have work the next couple of days, After that i'll play