Depression

[Kreekakon]

Getting past suicide seems like a pretty big life deal to me.

Ok I should probably put this out there before any misunderstandings arise: I was never serious about suicide as many other people may have been, mostly just upset.

Like it I said it was mainly grades that were freaking me out, and I would feel terrible when I got bad ones, and occasionally get fleeting thoughts like "Oh damn I suck I want to kill myself"

But that's all they were: Fleeting thoughts. I never, ever seriously thought about killing myself, and at most I was just really upset.

If your reaction to something in your life was irrational, then why were you thinking wrongly? What caused you to see things incorrectly is what I'm saying.

Because I was being ridiculous. Really, I'm serious. I should know myself better than anyone, and looking back now no one imposed these thoughts on me besides myself. It really was me being ridiculous about trivial things that shouldn't have bothered me that much. No one else had ever imposed such feelings on me. Seriously, that's what I gather when thinking back on my life.