fun ride

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I'm also going to be avoiding skype contacts, because I really dont want to drag anyone down into the pit with me. Half of me really wants someone that I can talk too or someone that would try to keep me up but the other half is reasonable and respectful enough to make sure I keep the negativity away from everyone and just like me, everyone else has problems too and the last thing anyone needs is my problems on top of theirs aswell

i dont want a drama and i dont have the energy to keep typing so i'll call it

Gonna miss you all dearly!

One thing you need to realize is that there are people out there who *want* to help. Forums are for discussion, if people don't want to read about someone elses problems, it's as easy as just not opening the thread.

Don't shut people out for the sake of other people at the cost of your own well being.

Good luck with whichever route you decide to take.