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[VaeVictis]

Ah, depression. I was diagnosed with it when I was 11.
The fun part is that I also have some generalized anxiety. So, I either don't care enough or too much. And on bad days, I'm like:

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I've learned to deal with it for the most part, but some days I really don't get life.

Oh shit, speaking of depression, the winter depression awaits.
Day gets shorter night after night, while the time of darkness gets longer.
I'll be waiting with joy the day and point, when the sun does not rise or settle.

That sounds rough.
I usually don't get seasonal depression since I'm very much a night person (speaking as a night shift worker). In winter I'll see the sun maybe a half an hour a day.

Yeah, depression is shit.

The biggest cause for it for me has always been that any time I leave my room everyone around me always says thigs like "wow he's awake!" or "he's left his room, this won't happen again in a lifetime," which of course just makes me want to hide in my room more which, in turn, contributes to the problem and it all spirals down into the madness that is me

Psh. Social interaction is over rated. I can barely be on social media for more than an hour and not feel drained.