[SPOILER] What´s you fate?

[Sessika]

How morbid.
But anyway, the maiden seems to be the only one where you have some semblance of control. It would be hard work and take one hell of a lot of willpower to do it but I suppose it might be possible to push yourself hard enough into the spikes to pierce an important organ or open an artery or vein. It would still be a long and painful death waiting to bleed out and you'd have to somehow force yourself to do it in the first place. Everything else, it's up to your torturer how long you suffer for, the maiden at least you can try to make things end quicker. Note 'try'. They could still pull you out and patch you up if they wanted to, just to start all over again. Maybe that hope for control is just a part of it's design.