Amnesia Doesn't Scare Me...

[Cranky Old Man]

Pretty much every successful youtuber puts on a show in front of the camera. Some more than others. But judging someone you have never met on their youtube personality is just ridiculous. I'm not saying you don't have the rights to do so. But really, you can't be serious?

Have you actually made youtube videos that forms into a "standup comedy" show? It seems like you have absolutely no idea what you are talking about.

So let me get this straight: You're saying that every day PDP puts on the act of a psychopath, but that deep down inside, he actually wants to take these games seriously, and is disturbed by them, but that he's so serious and masterful in his acting, that not even the slightest instinct of his real and sane self shows through, and that as soon as the camera is turned off, he hugs a pillow and takes meds to get over the shame of laughing at murder and ruining serious games, and that he only does this because he loves his audience so much, because he's somehow convinced that his fine-tasting audience would abandon him if he would get serious?
That's like a multitude of different favours of bullshit.
Nobody but a psychopath would freely choose to put on "an act" of a psychopath.