Bit of Advice Seeking

[VaeVictis]

How often had you performed the duties you were assigned to at the last camp? I mean, when I get new responsibilities at my job, I get nervous and goof up, but that's part of the learning process (and of course you're more inwardly focused when you're nervous, so fun takes a backseat). There's no reason to feel bad; I'm pretty sure everyone has been in a similar spot at some point or another.
What's more is that you acknowledge your strengths and you know your weaknesses. So from there, you can try to strengthen your weak points, or you can play up your strengths.
Don't apologize, don't hold your head down, and keep being you.

Also: Welcome to the weirdo club! We meet Thursdays at 6:00pm.