Bit of Advice Seeking

[Kreekakon]

And lastly, how old are you? And are you professionally diagnosed or self-diagnosed?

I was professionally diagnosed for Aspegers in my childhood, and had a license for it for a very long time. It was revoked a few years ago, because it had become so mild a case that I didn't seem to qualify anymore.

Would their opinion of you affect your future career or anything else?

No it wouldn't.

Take this below statement with a grain of salt, since it's mostly me rambling (Which even seems a bit silly when I read it myself):

Although another main reason that is irking me is that I can't help, but feel that my "legacy" would've been better off if I hadn't joined this particular camp so that everyone's memory of me would be better. If I hadn't joined everyone's memory of me would've been a person who did their basic job well, and now it might be the "senior who wasn't enough of a senior". It would definitely make things the smallest bit awkward if I ever visited them on their future camps.

Yes, I know that the above sounds ridiculous, and even I think it seems a bit so. I'm just putting it out there that it is what is running through my head right now.