How have you changed in the past 3 years?

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the ability to develop trust or form an actual friendship has, unlike before, greatly diminished. I still find it very easy to socialise but being social with someone is different than reaching some sort of bond.

Games bore me, I try to bring myself to do some gaming or spend time on the internet but it's all just so meh, feels like I'm forcing myself. I do spend a lot more time at certain clubs, which is slowly starting to feel like an addiction. It's not the drinking nor smoking (perhaps a small part of it). It just feels good to go somewhere to relax, have loud music bang away at your ears while you take in the atmosphere, I guess it would already be logical to assume I use it to escape some sort of trouble and i'm not gonna deny that.

oddly enough, the new turn in my life has made me quite more open minded and understanding of certain things happening around me, even though my school grades are dropping down to the point I'm failing almost every next exam; So while i'm not making much progress at the education system, I've been soaking in different kind of knowledge - one you dont learn on the internet or behind a desk