I feel ya man, but you get used to it!
before I was like you, I wanted someone to hep me with a custom story and I didn't know how to even make good maps.
But now that I've played lots of custom stories, I opened my imagination and I came up with lots of ideas to make good maps with details, that's what I'm doing right now. but I know you an do it,and you're not lonely, if you do it on your own it's better actually, that I think of it.
and who's batcat I've been wondering because it sounds just like my name. XD and if it was me then why you told him If I was working with him, it's not like you saw me helping him or anything.