I've had issues sleeping for a couple of years now and it affects my work and the way i interact with people. People then say that i'm a dick or i'm acting like a dick and it really hits me emotionally... it makes me feel shit about myself... But when i work on my mod, I'm Happy. People respect the mod and the creator, It's the reason i get up in the morning and it's the reason i stay up so late and now... it's got 90 trackers and i'm making progress.