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[Tiger]

I just checked now, since I don't have any socks on; Yep, definitely Egyptian.

[failedALIAS]

Those Celtics are weird-ass motherfuckers.

[7heDubz]

Gyption

[Gilligan's Hell]

I'm sorry... i'm so fucking sorry to be such a fucking burden and such a fucking asshole.
All i've been thinking about these past couple of hours is just stabbing a knife into my throat, its been several years dealing with my issues and its gotten to that point where i've completely had it.

People hate me and i fucking bet that their lives would be better if i just killed myself.

I've had it...

I JUST WANT TO GRAB A KNIFE AND STAB IT STRAIGHT INTO MY THROAT AND JUST DIE
I'VE MADE PEOPLE MAD, THEY THEN BLAME ME FOR IT. AND I BET THEY'D THINK THAT THEIR LIVES WOULD BE SO MUCH FUCKIN BETTER IF I COULD JUST DO IT!

I'm really fucking sorry

I Need to think about what is going to happen and hopefully calm down.

endosine

[Nice]

People hate me and i fucking bet that their lives would be better if i just killed myself.

well if someone hates you thats the whole reason for you to not do it

they're all bunch of assholes, why let them win.

[Gilligan's Hell]

I've put up with so much shit that it just made me snap,
I've just had it... all i want to do now is just stab a fucking knife in my throat.

[LordOfDragons]

I've put up with so much shit that it just made me snap,
I've just had it... all i want to do now is just stab a fucking knife in my throat.

Your life isn't senseless just because some idiots thought it would be funny to blame you...
Like Dog said, ignore them. You are a great person and we all are here for you.
Just dont think about stabbing yourself just because of these guys. It makes me sad. I had really hard depressive states too, but i got over them. I dont have any friends in my school class, everyone is making fun of me... Im mad too. I thought about stopping my life. But i got new confidence and here am i. Happy again... Well they are still annoying me but i ignore them. I dont care what they do from now on.

But to be obvious i dont want to talk about the time when i wanted to... hang myself( Yes, i thought about that...) . Its hard to do so.

Just wait a bit and maybe you will hopefully feel better.

[Gilligan's Hell]

The problem is...
Two years back i was having a really bad breakdown and i completely gave up... i had a knife right next to me and i was just about to do it then i completely broke down, fell onto the floor and the knife also fell and scrapped my arm. didn't exactly cut into the arm but it was bleeding. my neighbor heard the fall and i was placed under suicide watch.
The worst part was is that this was the 3rd incident. The previous times i ended up having a full on breakdown but the knife didn't fall.
I had to speak to a doctor numerous times after the 3rd incident, they had to take full note on the impact of my issues and any other incidents the last couple of years. They finally diagnosed it as Severe Depression and they even said that i was suicidal (Not gonna correct them).

[FlawlessHappiness]

Well, they're probably right, as of how things have turned out.

But you can still prove them wrong
I'm sorry to use swear words here.

But fuck anybody who doesn't want you.
Fuck them who don't like you.
Fuck them who talk about you.

As long as you know you're better than them, in that situation, you'll be having the control.
If it gets worse, you can always bring in somebody else to let logic speak.

[Tiger]

Find something that makes your life worth living.